today ar.. went to my mum's fren's hse.. they tokked.. n i watched tv.. =.= tmr my hse got buffet.. den relatives coming.. more ang bao.. LoLx.. xD jkin.. it'll b da same la.. adults tokking.. den da kids watching tv.. sianz..
sometimes.. i dun feel like i haf a bro.. he RARELY tok to me.. he can act as if i dun exist.. i really duno wad happened between da both of us.. when we were young.. my bro n i were v close.. always play together.. but ever since upper pri.. it seems like his frens r more impt den me.. now.. they R more impt den me.. he dun even rmb my b'days anymore.. buys stuff for his frens for christmas.. but for me?.. nth.. its not tt i wan a prezzie from him or anything.. as long as he does sth small for me.. i'll b delighted.. like when my mum found out tt i haf a bf last yr.. he told me tt he'll help me to tok mum abt it.. i was overjoyed.. i was like in 7th heaven.. but now.. its only like a v nice dream to me.. i juz dun understand y he treats me tis way.. even though i didnt do anything to offend him.. he'll tok to me as if i've stolen sth from him.. everytime i tink abt my relationship wif my bro.. feel like crying.. thought for a long time before i really had da courage to type tis into my blog.. really hope tt our relationship will b beta..
[v].:*together 4eva*:.[v]
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