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i'm sorry.. but its ovr.. i hope u'll understand how i feel.. its hard to b e one initiating e break up.. its been tough on me.. for a couple of wks i was acting as if i was fine in front of my frens.. but i was not.. i was in deep thoughts every time.. i was tryin to hold on to e relationship.. but its so painful.. do u get wad i mean?. i hate myself.. i haf to b e baddy.. before i told u.. my chest will filled with stuff.. it was sooo stuffy.. i could hardly breathe.. i felt as if a million tonne of weight was on me.. i haf to let go.. i haf no choice.. i'm sorry.. ='(

u didnt haf enough time for me.. i feel bad enough already.. its not ur fault.. e prob lies wif me.. i cannot endure e pain anymore.. so plz let me breathe agn.. after telling u last nite.. i felt so much beta.. e load on my chest became so much lighter..

let time heal e wound..

v("P) vena