168.

yest went to e esplanade for e Believe prog thingy.. we went to watch tis lunchbox concert n there were like soo many ppl!!. e band playin was fuse.. nvr really heard of them but they r gd man!!. e lead singer rocks!!. love his voice.. =) he sang several stevie wonder's songs n tt al green song!!. totally love e show!!. after tt we went to swensens for lunch.. had baked rice.. yum.. after tt i went to far east floral to buy flowers for my beloved teachers!!. bought tulips.. one of my fav flowers.. =)

today we had e celebrations.. i wore mdm hee's suit to assembly!!. omg.. haha.. everyone was like "Mdm Hee!!. Mdm Hee!!. Mdm Hee!!." dots.. =.= after tt i changed back into my clothes.. even mr esfan laughed at me!!. *sobs* after tt was e concert.. e show was great.. i really like e cheeky dance put up by the bball c'girls.. it was really funny.. =D e last performance was by cinqo nize.. they performed e school of rock tt song.. it was really cool.. den our class n our teachers had our cake!!. haha..

after all e fun celebration.. i still cant get enough.. haha.. went out to watch valiant wif corn, faz, carol, hy n nel.. went to shop for najeeb's prezzie.. we bought a real cheeky thing.. =P

photos photos photos!!. =)


our award winning fabric.. haha.. i still cant believe we actually won best design.. it was really a LAST min work.. xD


at esplanade


qz n me!!


e beautiful stage!!


qz's fish n chips


my yummilicious baked rice!!. *drools*


AwWww!!


e fabric of anderson.. spot our fabric


best designed shannon!!. LOL


cinqo nize


lead vocal n drummer


e bass


my idol!!. mr esfan.. xD


cakes!!


mdm hee, mr esfan n mr tan


5/1 rocks!!.


total babes.. haha


faz loves me.. haha




divas


corn n faz kissing

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167.

watched My Way Home or wadeva Home movie yest nite.. its a korean movie.. Aww!!. so touching!!. cried quite alot.. coz i miss my granny.. =( really regretted alot for how i treated my granny.. shld haf cherished her more.. but wads e use saying all these crap.. she's gone.. *signs* =( so all of u out there.. muz treasure n love ur grandparents k!!. u duno how lucky u r.. though they nag n nag n nag like nobody's business.. but tt shows how much they love u.. i got no1 to nag at me.. its not tt i like ppl to nag at me.. but..*signs* duno how to explain.. =(

i love my granny!!. i miss her cooking.. *drools*

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166.

hmm.. went out to study today.. there were only me, ft n liling.. so pathetic.. =.= my mum helped me cut my hair.. haha.. coz tt person didnt do a gd job.. *signs* my hair on my left side was longer den my hair on e right side.. how funny is tt.. H-A-H-A.. =.= now its beta.. but its abit shorter..

i love justin ang from e perfect 10!!. he's so cute.. haha..

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165.

juz came back hm from my cousin's place.. my niece can sit up already!!. so cute!!. =D my cousin-in-law went kfc to buy supper.. haha.. yum.. i was hungry.. =P so tired..

and a v happy b'day to charlotte!!. =))

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164.

today's prelim sci practical went quite well.. think i got e ans rite.. after tt stayed in sch to study n slp.. haha.. =P i'm boreD!!.

my parents' business not going v well.. coz e jap government had some new laws.. so its hard to buy stocks now.. haizZz.. damn u government!!.

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163.

juz came back hm from my 'O' eng oral!!. it went quite well.. i'm glad i did justice to myself.. haha.. coz last yr's 'N' eng oral.. i tink i screwed it.. =.= but wad e hell.. it happened so long ago..

n sorry to anyone tt i offended when i posted tt bulletin in friendster..

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162.

juz came back from a prata feast.. full.. *burpz* =.= i got 28.5/50 for my eng.. how pathetic is tt.. *roll.eyes* n guess wad.. e highest mark in my class is 30/50.. i'm 2nd in my class.. totally screwed my prep-prelims..

went mugging wif my classmates yest.. well.. 3/4 of e time we were crapping.. haha.. desmond n kenneth telling all those stupid lame jks.. i laughed until i had cramps.. =.= n we went looking for weizhi's bday prezzie.. we couldnt think of anything.. so we bought a box of condoms.. REALLY!!. no jk.. xP kenneth, desmond n i were like "mountain turtles".. standing in front of all e condoms discussing which one to buy.. LOL.. n when i passed e condoms to weizhi he was like "er.. ok.." haha.. xD

took neoprints yest nite.. ;P


didnt noe where to look


luk at kenneth


gays!!.


nice braces.. haha


didnt noe tt my mouth was tt big


best buds


monkey alert!!.


so swt =))

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161.

2 posts today!!. juz came back from bugis.. didnt buy much.. bought a clear mascara n 2 lip balm.. my mum's e one buyin all e stuff.. =.= tried billy bombers today.. e food is.. well.. not as gd as kenny rogers.. mayb goin out to study tmr.. boreD!!.

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160.

juz woke up not long ago.. actually i woke up at 8.30.. but i forced myself to slp agn.. y muz i do tt to myself all e time.. =.= having my "BreakfasT" rite now.. haha.. milo cereal wif milk wif kinder bueno.. hmm.. e combination is not v nice though.. haha.. going to bugis wif my mum later.. shopping!!. haha..

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159.

so refreshed!!. bathed.. so freaking sweaty today.. EeEeeWww.. *shivers* i hate tt feeling.. was studying in sch.. but half of e time i was crapping wif my classmates.. haha.. xP today, sherard kept suan-ing me.. damn sianzZz.. morale LOW!!. today he damn bastard.. haha.. PMS.. cannot blame.. he's a girl too k.. sherard.. i'm so sorry!!. haha.. xD quite tired.. hmm.. need to sprint for my last lap.. prelims coming!!. ARGH!!.

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158.

juz had my dinner.. *burpz* excuse me.. hee.. =) home cooked food is e best.. yummy.. had pe today.. played cap ball.. it was fun.. but my toe nail was like piercin into my toe.. hurt so much.. but my grp still won e game.. tis is called pro-ness.. xP mayb i shld join netball when i go to jc.. but i'm more interested in vball.. its abit embarrassin though.. coz i'm not from any sports grp.. i'm frm e lib club!!. =.= i quitted quite a no. of ccas.. den i slacked.. so i joined e lib club.. wooo~ but i kinda regret my decision.. coz i'm gd at sports n i shld join a sport cca.. but i DIDNT!!. *signs* ever since sec1.. i played vball wif my classmates who were in e cca.. they taught me.. n slowly i picked up e skill.. i noe e basic stuff but my servin totally SUX!!. actually i dun really wana b in e sch team or wadeva if i joined vball when i'm in jc.. i juz wana join for e interest.. =)

so tired.. studied e whole day.. well.. almost.. heh.. =P

shld i let down my hair?. hmm..

some photos i took in sch.. =)


new way to slp in class.. airborne.. xD


luk at them eat!!. they really finished all e chicken wings..


new trendy hairstyle..


tada!!. LOL!!.

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157.

juz came back from sch.. totally slacked!!. i was so tired n bored.. =.= today we played sth.. we all found out how many children we r gona haf when we grow up.. juz tie a red string to a ring.. rest e ring on e person's palm for a few secs.. after tt slow stroke e string 6 times on e side of e hand.. (for guys, u'll hafta use ur left hand. for girls, u'll hafta use ur right hand.) den place a ring on top of e palm.. it'll move by itself.. i swear!!. if it turns round.. tt means its a girl.. if it swings back n forth, its a boy.. repeat e whole process until it doesnt move.. haha.. its juz for fun.. but its quite accurate.. really!!. no kidding.. btw.. u cant do it on urself.. someone else has to do it.. it was like so fun!!. haha.. i'm gona haf 3 girls.. i wan a boy.. but nvm.. its juz for fun.. =)

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156.

went out to study alone today.. i was so boreD!!. but its ok.. =) after tt.. *snip* *snip* went for a haircut.. still hunting for my fav salon.. there r like sooo many at far east!!. it'll take a lifetime to try them all.. =.= actually, i quite like e salon tt i tried today.. but they r moving.. pure suey-ness.. cant i haf a salon tt i can go for my every haircut?? *signs* nvm.. i'll keep on tryin.. nxt time i'm planning to go to e salon tt my bro always visit.. ITS HAIRY!!. haha.. nice name rite.. =D at first i like how tt lady did my hair.. but after she styled it.. it was like *VOOM!* i looked like a fluff ball.. she blowed dry my hair.. =.= of coz i told her tt i didnt like it!!. after tt i styled my hair myself.. looked so much beta.. haha.. *winks*

went to ichiban boshi for dinner!!. yeahs!!. i was so bloated after tt.. =.= i love their agadeshi tofu!!. so nice!!. tried their curry katsu set today.. yum yum.. v nice!!. i want more!!. haha..

almost mugging everyday.. tmr i hafta go to e temple wif mummy.. at 9AM!!. *signs*

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155.

juz came back from my dental appt.. i'm in pain!!. i'm in agony!!. i'm in misery!!. ARGH!!. my braces r killing me!!. *sobs* ='( i cannot eat my fav food anymore!!. *faints*

i feel like killing mrs lawrance.. grad ball date changed to 21st of nov!!. damn u!!. my last paper is on 22nd of nov!!. i'm so gona blast anderson secandary.. kill kill KILL!!.

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154.

hmm.. went out to study today.. had a great time crapping.. haha.. =D u ar!!. muz shave.. otherwise like hairy monster k.. LoLx.. i send u to mandai zoo den u noe.. Muahahahahahahahahaha!!. xD

haizZz.. still tryin to get ovr e past.. hard u noe.. hmm.. =.= still kinda hate myself.. *slaps.my.face*

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153.

i am so fucking pissed rite now.. ARGH!!. dun u UNDERSTAND??? i am single but NOT NOT NOT available!!. damn u!!. stop telling e whole wide world tt i dumped u for another guy coz tts SO SO SO SO not true!!. tts y i wanted e break up for gods sake.. u always tink tt wad u tink is rite!!. always JUMPING INTO CONCLUSIONS!!. i HATE it..

152.

i'm sorry.. but its ovr.. i hope u'll understand how i feel.. its hard to b e one initiating e break up.. its been tough on me.. for a couple of wks i was acting as if i was fine in front of my frens.. but i was not.. i was in deep thoughts every time.. i was tryin to hold on to e relationship.. but its so painful.. do u get wad i mean?. i hate myself.. i haf to b e baddy.. before i told u.. my chest will filled with stuff.. it was sooo stuffy.. i could hardly breathe.. i felt as if a million tonne of weight was on me.. i haf to let go.. i haf no choice.. i'm sorry.. ='(

u didnt haf enough time for me.. i feel bad enough already.. its not ur fault.. e prob lies wif me.. i cannot endure e pain anymore.. so plz let me breathe agn.. after telling u last nite.. i felt so much beta.. e load on my chest became so much lighter..

let time heal e wound..

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151.

hmm.. well.. someone accompanied me home.. had a nice chat.. =) readin 8days n havin chocs now.. yum.. hee.. i haf a soft spot for chocs.. so if u wana bribe me.. u shld noe wad to do.. =) first day of a ghost festival.. haf to accompany my mum to do lotsa stuff..

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150.

woooo~ in a gd mood today.. but still not v gd.. wad m i talkin abt.. =.= feelin beta.. eng oral comin.. i wana take a break today.. goin to my cousin's hse later wif my mummy!!. need to mug mug mug!!.

in some ways i still hate myself.. haizZz..

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I HATE MYSELF!!. ARGH!!. =(

148.

so bored.. there's gona b a hist test tmr.. more bored!!. basically slacking.. damn.. scored badly for my chemistry.. i'm so dead.. =.= no motivation.. i muz find it!!. prelims coming.. *screams*

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