430.

Suddenly i had e urge to return to e past,
To can change everything.
So tt i'm not who i am right now.
Not that i've made a lot of mistakes along e way,
Its jus tt i dont want ppl who cares for me to b hurt by me.

I cant get over him.
I often ask myself why,
Why cant i jus forget abt him since its over.
He's e reason why i've been so scared,
So scared to b reached out by other ppl.

There's a knot in my heart,
Tangled up so bad.
Jus wish tt i could jus tear it all apart.
Something is pressing down on my chest,
Pressing so hard tt i cant breathe.

I thought i could b strong,
Whenever i thought i've succeeded.
He jus have to make one swift move,
Everything jus crumbles inside.
And i'm back to where i was agn.

Neither is this a poem nor is this a song,
This is who i am right now..

v("P) vena