Sunday, April 01, 2007

492.

Its going to be a long post, a few days since i last posted. I had DIARRHEA for 2 days so everything's like out from my a**hole. Couldnt think at all.

Photos first

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i love taking photos with my niece. i look so TANNED!

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cute hair

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so cute right. the boy's parents were so paiseh cause i paid for the ride. its only 50cents. NEVERMIND! plus i love kids. =)

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my mum's LONG and THICK lashes.

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arty farty

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i was trying to imitate someone's smile. can u guess who?

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my new NIECE! not that alissa's old.

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KELLY!

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nice chilled red wine. i dont drink often but i just felt like it last night.

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JASMINE! my baby.

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met up with kristene today before training. <3

Brought kristene to PIVDOFR's! I'm trying to psycho as many people i can to DINE there. I cant help it! I just love the place and i think that EVERYONE should go there at least ONCE! We were talking so much, we were there for like 2hours? Catching up what and we went to walk around in parco after that. We bought BRAs together. It was so weird cause ken (kristene's bf) came to meet us when we were just about to pay for our bras. Then i left for training.

I was thinking about some stuff today that i didnt really talk to anyone about it. I realised how STUPID (literally RETARDED) i am to actually love someone so much. Told myself that he wasnt worth it and reminded myself of how he's not my type but still it took me so long. WASTE MY TIME! I accepted all his reasons and everything but i only realise that they were all excuses. I actually trusted him so much and really really thought that someday we could be together again. He's just so god damn good with his words but i dont think its ever possible. I just seriously dont think that he can ever settle down, even till he's 50 or something like that. Some people just cant change. If he reads this he'll just tell everyone how untrue this is and say stuff about me to his gf. Well good luck to you girl, maybe he's really the one for you.

v("P) vena

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