Sunday, January 10, 2010

842.

I'm upset cause I want to go to Ikea but I've got no one to accompany me. Boo.

Sometimes when there's an event and I have to invite a friend along, my mind goes blank. I'll start thinking who are my good friends whom I can really click with and have fun with. After that my mind literally stops dead.

Like that.

BLANK.

Oh well. It's not that I don't have good friends, it's just that everyone's busy with their own stuff now and sometimes people change.

I feel really happy when I hang out with my mahjong kakis, I can really trust them to be there for me. Like the turbulent period in 2008. Now Pat's studying in Melbourne, Wayne's working and Zhenny stays in hall. Oh well.

Used to have a few more "good friends" but somehow they strayed away cause of different interests in life and there're just not much to talk about anymore? I don't know. Some people just live in their own little bubble of comfort. Wait till the bubble bursts then they'll start panicking.

To me good friends are those who guide you to the right path.

Can't wait to meet Jasmine this Wednesday. I miss my study buddy.

Ciaos

Love
Venetia

4 comments:

v said...

hey there! i read your tweet actually, and i was free. Haha but thot u were going with friends/family. anyways next time if it's wkends, u can try me. *thick-skinned* cos i am usu quite free.

hmm well, perhaps the fact that i'm family and the age gap will make it difficult, but if u need to talk stuff, i can always lend a ear, and keep it there. no spilling the beans. :p

cheer up! i hate mondays but i have to pretend that everything is ok...

Venetia said...

hey! hahaha. i thought i was going with hengyi, but it ended up like that. okay! cool. cos i always have the impression that you're very busy. hehe. ya u know i trust u. if cannot trust family then who else can i trust. =)

enjoy your work! if not you'll be more miserable. haha.

v said...

work. Hmm. My work and enjoyment are mutually exclusive. Haha.

that's the result of consumerism. hehe. and going with a flow that i probably shouldn't have. Anyways, i'm glad that u seem to be enjoying ur work so far (at least before u actually start full-time, somewhere down the road).

friends... come and go, but there are those who will stay. one of these days, you'll know who are the "stayers" :)

Venetia said...

YA! consumerism.. hahahaha. it's still not too late to pursue your dream.

i already kinda know who will still be uber good friends with me when we're 40. sad to say, NOT MUCH!