994.

I hate this shit.
Not knowing how to endure those days when it sucked.
People look down on me but of all people, you shouldn't laugh along with them.
You constantly make snide remarks and not long ago, you took a stab at my dignity.
Apologising through sms is just another way of saying, "I've said the word already now just get over it".

Why do you have to be so egoistic?
Why am I not attracted to non-MCPs?

I'm sorry if I'm not the person you want me to be.
I'm not demure and submissive.
I know that there's much to improve about myself.
My body clock is screwed and I can get very lazy.
But you just seem to be dissatisfied with all of me.
She seems to be what all you want as a woman.
Maybe you'll be better off with her.

So much for a happy 49th month-sary.

-Venetia